Not a depressing journal entry. I've just the past few days seen some things that amazing the crap out of me and I look at them all and think "Wow I wish I could do that"
Dance.
Write.
Sports.
Act.
Sing.
Picture taking.
Play an instrument.
Draw better.
You all have to admit my drawings are pretty dull...all come out the same in some way or another and yeah. And I already know I can't dance i've tried
I have to cracky of a voice to sing I love the piano and drums BUT I can't i've tried.
I mean it's not making me depressed I just wonder, what will everyone remember me for
Not like "oh you'll be remembered as a great friend"
I know i'm not a 'great' friend i'm pushy and bossy and over react. I know I do it but only after I do. =\ And I really don't wanna be remembered for being the girl that dressed dark. I mean lots of people do. Blah I just have tried alot of things even sports and I fail.
FAAAAAAAAAAAIL
BLAH
I don't want to be some accountant person or something.
I want to be something un-usual.
That people don't normally do I mean there is no way in hell I will act. I have massive stage fright.....as fun as it looks to be able to act. >____> I'm just too scared for alot of things. I mean I have a fear of kisses. And I get too emotional. I hate it >_____<



So at the moment I don't see me in the future as:
Succsessful.
In love.
Or remembered

But thinking on brighter things, I will hope things won't be like that cause no one knows what's to come in life eh? So I was just getting a small thing out. I mean NO

I AM NOT DEPRESSED. O_____O
I'm actually VERY happt right now.
More happy with some things then others....
But that's all dwellings of the past.
So have a cool beans life.

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool... and alot of the songs fit with the setting


Opening Credits:
I want you in my room (Oh god who)

Waking Up:
Papercut (Owwie bad day)

First Day At School:
So cold (MY DA SUUUCKS)

Falling In Love:
So far away (DUDE WTF)

Fight Song:
Broken Promise (Oooh there's a reason to fight)

Breaking Up:
This is the story of a girl (Orly)

Prom night:
This suffering (OH COME OOOON)

Life:
Almost Easy (Psh better I GUESS)

Mental Breakdown:
Time Is Running out (Oh woot )

Driving:
Mindfreak (I'd jam to that)

Flashback:
Stupid MF (Oh i know who's stupid)

Getting back together:
Im not an addict (DRUGS WAS THE REASON)

Wedding:
Given Up (WHYYYYYY WORLD)

Birth of Child:
The Love Letter ( =____o)

Final Battle:
Somethign about us (Hmmmm)

Funeral Song:
Evil Angel (come take me away then)

Final Credits:
Cut the curtains (lol yuh)

So I'm going to try like freaking crazy.
Dunno how it'll work out with like teachers and all.
heh. I'm gunna right "DAY OF SILENCE" on my hand so if someone tries to talk to me
I show it to them
they be asses and still talk to me I kick them and walks off.
Vocal chords get s rest today.

Er stolen from....this one person I'll put the icon on later so I wasn't much...tagged

.:Rules:.
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most
2. Make them answer the following questions
3. Then tag three people.

Characters:
`Madeline
`Luna
`Cassie
`Noff (smirnoff)

1) How Old Are You?
Madeline: Coco hasn't given an actualy age to me...
Luna: Or me..
Cassie: 21..*cough*
Noff: errrr elenenty8

2) Height?
Madeline: Short...
Luna: Not sure..
Cassie: 5'7"
Noff: 3 footers

3) You Got Any Bad Habits??
Madeline: S-staring...
Luna: Chewing on my hair when neverous
Cassie: Well I'm a horrid druggie so......yeah
Noff: Sugar

4) You a virgin?
Madeline: o///o Y-Yes!
Luna: Well.....Madeline's my Daughter...
Cassie:.....no
Noff: Virginia?

5) Who's your Mate/Spouse?
Madeline: E-Er! I don't Have anyone...
Luna: Izzy.
Cassie: Drugs...
Noff: *eats a bottle*

6) Have Any Kids?
Madeline: N-no
Luna: Madeline
Cassie: I've had an abortion before (me: *slaps her*)
Noff: Pom THINKS i'm his dad..
Pom: DADDEH!

7) Favorite Food?
Madeline: Taffy.
Luna: Muffins
Cassie: something smothered in grease
Noff: Cake!

8) Favorite Ice Cream flavor?
Madeline: Vanilla
Luna: Same
Cassie: Ew...Ice Cream
Noff: ALL

9) Killed anyone?
Madeline: NO!
Luna: Better not have Madeline..
Cassie: Nah.
Noff: Chuck Norris!

10) Hate anyone?
Madeline: N-no not really...
Luna: Nope.
Cassie: So many poeple
Noff: Mr. Peanut

11) Any Secrets?
Madeline: Wh-who me?! N-NO!! >/////>
Luna: Not many.
Cassie:I'm too well known around the city
Noff: I like paper

12) Love Anyone?
Madeline: *mumble* Vincent....
Luna: Izzy!
Cassie: hmmm meeth
Noff: *eats paper*

13) TACOS?
Madeline: Spicey...hmm...
Luna: No thanks
Cassie: Ick
Noff: BELLS?

14) Ever slept in All day?
Madeline: I have insomnia
Luna: She got the insomnia from me
Cassie: Yes
Noff: Maybeh

15) Eye colors?
Madeline: Purple
Luna: a VERY light pink
Cassie: Blue
Noff: Reeed

16) Hair?
Madeline: Purples.
Luna: Black and white
Cassie: Brown
Noff: Ima Baldy

17) Fat/Average/Slim?
All: Skinny....

l8) Rain, sunshine?
Madeline: Rain....it's pretty...
Luna: Rain
Cassie: Sun...raimn screws everything up
Noff: I like the mooon

19) Pool, Beach?
Madeline:Hmmm...Beach...at night
Luna: Beach
Cassie: Pool i live in a city
Noff: I like watur

20) Camping, staying home?
Madeline: Camping..I like the outside
Luna: Either
Cassie: Inside houses..
Noff: I like trees.

21) Dog, Cat?
All: Cat

22) Believe in aliens?
Madeline: No.
Luna: uuuuhhhhhh Do not know >.>
Cassie: hell no..
Noff: Take me to yur leader

23) What do you do to relax?
Madeline: Sing, if it's at night. Just walk around if it's day
Luna: Cuddle to my Izzy
Cassie: Weed
Noff: sugar

24) Car or Ship..?
Madeline: uh?
Luna: hmmm do not know again
Cassie: neither
Noff: ZOOM ZOOM

25) What is your job?
Madeline: Uhm...singing?
Luna: I'm an artist
Cassie: Skrew that
Noff: ZOOOOOOOOOOOM BOOM

26) Any Unusual Things about you?
Madeline: I'm slowly going blind
Luna: I don't put my hair up in weird ways
Cassie: er...no?
Noff: I'm a little walkeeng devil

27) boy or girl?
Madeline: Girl
Luna: Girl
Cassie: Girl
Noff: Gir- BOY

28) Favorite Place?
Madeline: The roof
Luna: Dream world
Cassie: Inside
Noff: Canada

29) do you like pancakes?
Madeline: They're okay
Luna: Yeah
Cassie: I guess
Noff: lkfjdljksflaj

30) last words?
Madeline: Uhm...Goodbye
Luna: Have a nice day!
Cassie: suck it,....
Noff: Cool beans

I TAG!!!
and anyone else who feels like it

Stealthly stolen from

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
'This Week The Trend' Ftw?

2.How would you describe yourself?
'Crescendolls'

3.What do you like in a guy/girl/wtf?
'Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger' AHAH XD

4.How do you feel today?
'She Hates me' Orly who?

5.What is your life's purpose?
'Broken' Aww how sad.

6.What is your motto?
'Boxman!'

7.What do your friends think of you?
'Shut Me Up' HAH

8.What do you think of your parents?
'In Between' Makes no sense

9.What do you think about very often?
'Space Monkey' MONKIES

10.What is 2 + 2?
'One More Time'

11.What do you think of your best friend?
'Scream' hehehe

12.What do you think of the person you like?
'Time is running out' OMFG THAT FITS SO WELL ;____; Sadly.....

13.What is your life story?
'Unbound (The Wild Ride)' SCHWEET

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
'Hardcore Max" AH HAH

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
'Satan' AH HAH Nahhhh

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
'Tetris Remix"

17.What will they play at your funeral?
'I so hate consequences'

18.What is your hobby/interest?
'How Can I Live"

19.What is your biggest fear?
'Spasmolytic Defense' Really now

20.What is your biggest secret?
'Boxman's Girlfriend'

21.What do you think of your friends?
'Wisdom' Heh

22.What will you post this as?
'Infra-Red'